September 28, 2013

Turning Thirty...


Life's been full of....
Storms that turned my world upside down
Comfort of my warm family that never turned its back on me
Full of broken promises and of goodbyes that stretched forever into darkness.
Gorgeous mountains and breath-taking rainbows
Days that were so dark I couldn’t even see my thoughts
Moonlit nights with eyes of an angel above me
Cravings to go under a rock and never come back
Breezy evenings that turned into beautiful sunrises
Truck hit cars 
Talking with the machines and falling in love with the wheels
Of struggle with my mind to forget and to remember
The gain and the losses, the blunders and the blotches, of people and places, of emotions of love and hate – much as I try I can’t remember half.

All that remains is ME. I am made up of ALL of that and more. I am what I am because of all that was then and all that will be.


I am ready for another bout of madness. 

January 29, 2013

This too shall pass



"All that is beautiful,
All that gives me pain,
It shall all pass away,
Nothing will remain."

28th January 2013 - A wish realised.

April 18, 2012

Har ek baat pe kehte ho tum ki ‘tu kya hai’ ?
Tumheen kaho ki yeh andaaz-e-guftgoo kya hai ?

Ragon mein daurte phirne ke hum naheen qaayal.
Jab aankh hi se na tapka to phir lahoo kya hai ?

Jalaa hai jism jahaan dil bhee jal gaya hoga.
Kuredate ho jo ab raakh, justjoo kya hai ?

September 9, 2011

Losing a friend is never easy.

Dhanno...
14th January '98 - 24th July '11
You were one of those few who never let me down.

Thanks to the enormous beauty inside the tiny beast.

You made me a better person.

April 5, 2011

....Lines from The Mourning Bride..

Heav'n has no rage, like Love to Hatred turn'd. Nor Hell a fury, like a Woman scorn'd.

February 8, 2011

Five years...


Babe..

I still love calling you in the middle of the night.

Thank you..

You're still my lifeline to sanity.

January 12, 2011

'Tis about time...


I don't want your Thank you...

I don't want your White flag.

I just want you to know that I'm over you...

And that's that.

Burn in hell, please.

As you leave, without a soul by your side,  I hope you finally saw the dark side of your deeds. The curses that turned to flame will continu...